Each night you can fall asleep assured that someday Ill be coming home to you.

An Update?

2005-09-28T00:13:45Z

So I know I haven’t updated in a while so this is an update to everyone I know to what has been making me such a dick over the last week. I can’t focus on anything. I'm emotional drained. Physically drained. I can’t focus on everything like I used to be. There has been so much shit bothering me in life over the last week. I don’t know what my goals are in life. I don’t know what to do about school. Work. Band. Life. Friends. Love life. I don’t know what I am doing at all. I can’t concentrate on anything. I'm taking out my anger on everyone I know and I am sorry. I'm taking it out on my friends, band mates, coworkers, family, and the love of my life. I can’t help it. I feel like I can’t do anything right. I’m sorry to everyone I know and hopefully I will be functional by this weekend. I’m sorry to everyone and I love you all.

knifetogunfight @ 2005-05-22T22:15:00

2005-05-23T02:16:23Z

This is the girl who is so amazing and who I care about very much.

wow

2005-03-17T14:37:45Z

an update
fuck you!

Try and pretend
To erase the past 5 years you lived
Now do you think that it would be the same
Would you make the same mistakes
Or would you learn from them but then you lose
if it weren't for you...

i got the hottest girl in the game wearing my chain

2004-11-29T03:21:08Z

who the fuck wants to hang out?
who the fuck wants to make out?
who the fuck wants to drink?
who the fuck wants to smoke?
who the fuck wants to listen to jay-z and drink?
who the fuck?
where the girls at?

knifetogunfight @ 2004-11-17T20:59:00

2004-11-18T01:59:44Z

"You can ask me 3 questions. Any 3 no matter how personal, dirty, private or random. You can do it anonymously if you want."

band practice today was fun, i cant wait till we get everything done and record and play shows. I wish i could have hung out with courtney today after practice but i get to see her this weekend. speaking of this weekend, i cant wait. i have a crush on her. ;-D

knifetogunfight @ 2004-11-15T22:01:00

2004-11-16T03:06:14Z

On Friday, I went to a coffeehouse show at Washington Township HS. It was scene galore. Like I havent seen that many kids like that since myspace 2 mins ago. I saw some people I know. A lot of people remembered me from RB, it was wierd. I saw Courtney , I wish I could have hung out with her that night but me and JKline were running late for a party in Rosehsomeplace! We met Hoolz and picked her up and went to Taras. So me JKline, and Hoolz, followed 6 other cars to a party. Me JKline, Hoolz, Tara, Sarah, Vinnie, Chris Reed, Ray, Steph, Makr, Matt, Jaime, Ricky, Todd, and whoever else. We got to party and had to take shoes off. WTF> Gay! Party wass gay. Got beer from MarkDLT and went back to Chris Reed's and drank. Wierd thing happened. Oh well.

HEY COURTNEY!

Long time

2004-10-21T02:33:37Z

I havent updated in a while. I always seem to want to keep this updated but never can. I miss my g/f so much. She means everything but it seems lately that she is too busy for me. Maybe I am just worrying about nothing. I know that she loves me but I wish that she would tell me more. I really want to spend the rest of my life with this girl. I want to go back to school. Get a good job. Get married, Have kids. And Spend the rest of my life with her. I hope she still wants to marry me as much as i do her. I miss her so much and I can't get her off my mind. I wish I could see her more. 2-3 times a week is not good enough for me. I need to see her everyday because she is the only thing that makes me smile.
I love AMY Catherine Gillen.

-Yours Truly
D. Cipressi

Finally

2004-09-08T02:21:06Z

a fucking day off? not anymore. looks like another 2 months of working straight. great. ive been so stressed out lately. after working 5 months straight, its finally getting to me.

Scream I heard about your message

2004-05-25T02:27:28Z

Want to know where I have been?

I work 3 jobs.

Not a day off until Mid-October. Mostly days I am working. THe lastest I work is 9 PM. Leave me calls on my cellular. Maybe I will get back to them. Let me know if you want to hang out and go to Wildwood or anythign this summer. Need the digits? Comment!

I have changed my major to Finacial Accounting. Need to go sign up for classes now.

I love amy.

knifetogunfight @ 2004-04-28T20:39:00

2004-04-29T00:40:19Z

No more Riding Bikes. It was fun while it lasted.
I still love Amy. We are getting married.

knifetogunfight @ 2004-03-20T00:14:00

2004-03-20T05:16:23Z

I love Amy

Hmm

2004-03-07T17:59:25Z

I haven't updated in a while. Lot of shows have been played since I last updated. Yea. Some were fun. Some were just gay. Most were fun. I want to say thanks to all the people who came out to any of them. The Franklinville, Delaware, Center Valley, and Philly shows rocked. Thanks for everyone who sung along and came and talked to me. I want to thank TIMMY P for doing merch, AMY AND TARSTAR for helping out with merch as well as KORI, thanks to BRADFORD BOYS for coming and rocking out with us. Thanks to TODD AND JESSI forcoming with their friends. Thanks to all the people I met and talked to. Thanks to HIDDEN IN PLAIN VIEW, VALENCIA, MADISON, RYDIA, DAYS LIKE THESE, HENCE REVERIE, ARMS OF ORION, AND EL TORO join playing great shows with us. Thanks to STEWART, MIKE, MARK, AND JOSH for being the best group of band members a guy can have. Thanks to MY DAD, WENDY, UNCLE MATT, UNCLE STEVE, UNCLE JIM, AND AUNT DEBBIE for being such a great family and supporting me. THANKS TO EVERYONE. If you see me at a show just come up and say hi. I like to meet new people. :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :(

knifetogunfight @ 2004-02-24T22:34:00

2004-02-25T03:35:53Z

You are currently logged in as knifetogunfight.

Am I? Really? Fucking so fucking cool. Fuck you website.
fucking gay

Anyone want to go search for the lost city of Atlantis? I am going to.

knifetogunfight @ 2004-02-18T21:07:00

2004-02-19T02:10:10Z

WHATS UP JERSEY! FUCK YOU! HAHA
WHERE'S THE FUCKING COMMENTS.
WHERE'S THE FUCKING UPDATES.
WHERE'S THE FUCKING CIPRESSI!
WHERE'S THE LADIES MAN!
WHERE BOWLING WITH STEW AND KEVIN BATCHELOR!
WHERE'S BOLTON.
WHERE'S SUMMER TOUR WITH RYDIA!
WHERE'S BADASS!

knifetogunfight @ 2004-02-11T21:37:00

2004-02-12T02:37:52Z

I listen to Hilary Duff and I like it. Take that fuckers.

knifetogunfight @ 2004-02-10T17:50:00

2004-02-10T22:51:15Z

I CANT HEAR YOU BK BROILER!

Backspace

2004-02-09T02:54:19Z

Livejournal is only good to read abvout other people's lives. Hahah

Thanks.

2004-01-26T15:02:33Z

Thanks to everyone who came out to the shows this weekend.
Friday was a good show but it was fun.
Saturday was the real fun. The best show I have played yet. Only 2 so far.
I want to thank all the bands for Playing. Unfair Advantage, The Choir Invincible, Madison, and The Suicide Pact.
I want to thank Timmy and Kori for doing merch.
I want to thank to every show goers like Brad, Jose, Vinnie, the other kid with the hot girlfriend.
I want to thank Leah, Courtney, Amanda, Noel, Andrea, other girl with them, Orland, Tony, Jess, Jeneva, and their friends, Nancy and her friends, Kendall, and all the other people who made the show so awesome. Thanks everyone.
Shows this weekend are posted at ridingbikes.net

Fucking Assholes.

2004-01-19T23:45:01Z

I fucking hate this. I have been throwing up constantly since like 4 am last night and I feel like shit. I want to die. I also hate all my friends. They are gay. They need to get some lives. Fucking between spreading rumors and treating me like shit. The only people I can talk to without getting pissed at are Stew, Mike, Mark, and Josh. Fuck all the rest of you. You are all wasteless forms of life. Kill yourselves. Here's a fucking noose. O-------------------

Thanks

Fuck off.

2004-01-18T15:10:16Z

So, scream I heard about your message
and how it reads of your indifference,
Simply, horizontal straight from your wrists
(So scream loud about)
Bound to come around about
(Bound to come around)
Can’t you, can’t you feel it
Rolling off your lips
Tensing up your shoulders, c’mon

It’s love
(It’s love)
Make it hurt
(I deserve it)
Well, It’s love
(It’s love)
Make it hurt
(I deserve it)
Well, it’s love, it’s love, it’s love
Make it hurt

Scream we used to be the sigh
And breathe subtle but elite method,
I could forfeit on competing
Said it’s all about a war
(So, scream loud about)
Bound to come around about
(Bound to come around again)
Can’t you, can’t you feel it
Rollin’ off your lips
Tensin’ up your shoulders, c’mon

It’s love
(It’s love)
Make it hurt
(I deserve it)
Well, It’s love
(It’s love)
Make it hurt
(I deserve it)
Well, it’s love, it’s love, it’s love
Make it hurt

The keys to the castle
are right where I left them
go, the princess that
just had more attention
But, after all well isn’t that
all that I’ve been after
And after all (It’s love)
isn’t that (love)
all that illogical

(No way out, no way)
(No way out, no way)
(I wanted you for nothing more,
than anything than what you are,
And that’s what you wanted to hear)
That’s what you wanted to hear

Fuck off

2004-01-17T17:51:59Z

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knifetogunfight @ 2004-01-15T21:05:00

2004-01-16T02:05:43Z

I am sick of fucking rumors. Kill yourself.

Fuck off.

2004-01-16T02:04:15Z

I am going to delete this stupid shit soon. Fuck off.

Tonight if you're awake.

2004-01-14T22:50:30Z

This is my update. Fuck off.

knifetogunfight @ 2004-01-10T13:24:00

2004-01-10T18:25:32Z

fuck................................if you want to do something tonight call me and leave me msgs