So I know I haven’t updated in a while so this is an update to everyone I know to what has been making me such a dick over the last week. I can’t focus on anything. I'm emotional drained. Physically drained. I can’t focus on everything like I used to be. There has been so much shit bothering me in life over the last week. I don’t know what my goals are in life. I don’t know what to do about school. Work. Band. Life. Friends. Love life. I don’t know what I am doing at all. I can’t concentrate on anything. I'm taking out my anger on everyone I know and I am sorry. I'm taking it out on my friends, band mates, coworkers, family, and the love of my life. I can’t help it. I feel like I can’t do anything right. I’m sorry to everyone I know and hopefully I will be functional by this weekend. I’m sorry to everyone and I love you all.

Emotion: blank

This is the girl who is so amazing and who I care about very much.

Emotion: bouncy

an update
fuck you!

Try and pretend
To erase the past 5 years you lived
Now do you think that it would be the same
Would you make the same mistakes
Or would you learn from them but then you lose
if it weren't for you...

Emotion: enraged

who the fuck wants to hang out?
who the fuck wants to make out?
who the fuck wants to drink?
who the fuck wants to smoke?
who the fuck wants to listen to jay-z and drink?
who the fuck?
where the girls at?

Emotion: crazy
Soundtrack: H to the OV

"You can ask me 3 questions. Any 3 no matter how personal, dirty, private or random. You can do it anonymously if you want."





band practice today was fun, i cant wait till we get everything done and record and play shows. I wish i could have hung out with courtney today after practice but i get to see her this weekend. speaking of this weekend, i cant wait. i have a crush on her. ;-D

Emotion: crazy
Soundtrack: Under FUCKING Oath

On Friday, I went to a coffeehouse show at Washington Township HS. It was scene galore. Like I havent seen that many kids like that since myspace 2 mins ago. I saw some people I know. A lot of people remembered me from RB, it was wierd. I saw Courtney , I wish I could have hung out with her that night but me and JKline were running late for a party in Rosehsomeplace! We met Hoolz and picked her up and went to Taras. So me JKline, and Hoolz, followed 6 other cars to a party. Me JKline, Hoolz, Tara, Sarah, Vinnie, Chris Reed, Ray, Steph, Makr, Matt, Jaime, Ricky, Todd, and whoever else. We got to party and had to take shoes off. WTF> Gay! Party wass gay. Got beer from MarkDLT and went back to Chris Reed's and drank. Wierd thing happened. Oh well.

HEY COURTNEY!

I havent updated in a while. I always seem to want to keep this updated but never can. I miss my g/f so much. She means everything but it seems lately that she is too busy for me. Maybe I am just worrying about nothing. I know that she loves me but I wish that she would tell me more. I really want to spend the rest of my life with this girl. I want to go back to school. Get a good job. Get married, Have kids. And Spend the rest of my life with her. I hope she still wants to marry me as much as i do her. I miss her so much and I can't get her off my mind. I wish I could see her more. 2-3 times a week is not good enough for me. I need to see her everyday because she is the only thing that makes me smile.
I love AMY Catherine Gillen.

-Yours Truly
D. Cipressi

Emotion: depressed
Soundtrack: None

a fucking day off? not anymore. looks like another 2 months of working straight. great. ive been so stressed out lately. after working 5 months straight, its finally getting to me.

Emotion: stressed
Soundtrack: Don't Look Down - Defined By Your Desire

Want to know where I have been?

I work 3 jobs.

Not a day off until Mid-October. Mostly days I am working. THe lastest I work is 9 PM. Leave me calls on my cellular. Maybe I will get back to them. Let me know if you want to hang out and go to Wildwood or anythign this summer. Need the digits? Comment!

I have changed my major to Finacial Accounting. Need to go sign up for classes now.

I love amy.

No more Riding Bikes. It was fun while it lasted.
I still love Amy. We are getting married.